"Depression Got My Thoughts"

Although im lost in the valley of thoughts.
I still see a broad light at the end of the gloomy alley.
As I walk upon tough rugged rocky terrain
I am blinded by a spasmodic erratic fit of insanity.
Struck with a burden that I carry
On my shoulders like a boulder
It is weighing down on me the more i make a move.
For the more i make a move the more i fail.
It always seemed to rain pain
but now my pain has turned to hail.
Jesus do you hear my prayers?
because lately the devil has surrounded me with layers.
No weapons of my enemies shall prosper
Even as my soul becomes cold later.
I feel like I should die because I fail again and again.
Each time it hurts to cry because of my unloyal friends.
My failure was supposed to make me stronger
but it only made me weaker.
How much longer can i take this weather.
I try to be a leader as this river of tears flow forever.
Will it be better if I follow the worlds ways.
These are the thoughts that hit my mind everyday.
But your word says to follow your word.
So I try to follow it the best i can
when my soul is crippled like a maimed bird.
Father guide me and show me your force
As I pray in Jesus Name
because depression got my thoughts.