"I was wrong"-Rap

Filled with pain flown down like rain
Disobeyed God's laws a gain.
I was a monsta in a cage filled wit rage on my paws.
Although i neva had a cause I looked 4 one too blame on tour.
Guess I was scared all along to accept my stain gone hardcore.
In dis game I was played like a game of chess
being stressed by da pests so i was hooked 2 death.
Was it my fault
I was neva taught 2 see
what was there in front of me
being blind like a bee
unto thee i have failed
many times was nailed
In this land where they all b
slumped up like snails
dat slither on tha ground
where my soul withers like a plant on da mound.
Cant cum around as a new man guess I was wrong
Please have mercy on my soul as i spit through my song.

"River of Tearz"

When i look back at the reflection of the world.
I see a world filled with bitterness and sorrow.
Rivers of tears that glisten like pearls
Its hard to vision a better tommorow.
Agony always pouring down like rain.
People dying from the stress and the strain.
Violent crimes that cant be contained.
People trying to get past their tattooed pains.
The tears keep falling like the Niagara falls.
Its no longer a river but an ocean that stalls.
They try to find a way to live again and ball.
Hoping to find solace in Gods answered call.
I too have struggled for many years.
My suicidal thoughts poured
into silent tears.
But now that im older
and grew past the despair.
In this world which grows colder
I no longer cry rivers of tearz.

"Endless Pain"

The pain that beats inside my heart
is a throbbing ache of a harshful atrocity.
It feels like my heart has been torn apart
due to endless hate and mockery.
The pain burns like a fiery furnace.
Waiting to unleash its flames with full fury.
Having a heart with a fragile surface.
I find myself wanting to be buried.
But whose to say if the pain will ever end.
It seems to want to stay even though i have seldom friends.
At times it feels like im all alone.
Left to endure this pitiful struggle.
Then i think about others who dont have a home
Which makes me even more humble.
Although i got through the stress and the strain
What remains is a mess
bearing this endless pain.

'New Babylon Beware"

What once used to be a strong nation.
Is crumbling little by little.
So twisted are there unholy ways
Just like an unsolved riddle.
Porn, fornication,and sex rule their ways.
America is no longer an empire but an uncleaned cage.
So new Babylon beware for revelation draws near.
Change from your ways of true violence and despair.
Loving money more than each other
leads to a life of greed.
We are all supposed to be sisters and brothers
Not killing each other for weed.
Homosexuality is the way to feel Gods wrath.
Take a look at California and start to do the math.
Filth resides in Corruption thats instilled in the people.
So start to make a change because your ways are deceitful.
Christianity is losing its significance.
While money and cars both get their due diligence.
What kind of world is this
Where its all about the music business.
Christians, have faith when you shed tears.
But beware Babylon for your judgment is near.

"Father Forgive Me"-Rap (Unfinished

I was a young adolescent but was taught many lessons
Blessings were unclear 2 me like an unknown present.
Things happened 4 a reason
but treason
I witnessed like a sickness
Believing was keeping ur word till i heard
They told me i wont make it
couldnt fly like a bird
In tha sky I couldnt take it
cuz their lies were absurd.
Kicked 2 tha curb by my homies
When they told me they'll b there
but their promises were phony.
Now i was lonely in despair.
Fell down in tha rain
but noone knew my pain.
Went straight insane and  hellbound
Cuz nobody I could  blame
4 being held down,
No longer lost but found.
I shed tears cuz i lost it.
Gave me lines on ur grounds
But I crossed it.
Father forgive me 4 my sins
bcuz i forced it.
Gave me da bible and i tossed it.
Now i lost it
Fatha 4give me

"To b Remembered"-Poem

If I should fall from this earth.
If my spirit goes free.
Will I be remembered for my acts
or the person I tried 2 be.
I know I wasn't perfect
but God knows I tried.
2 be the best person that I could be
In this cruel world that I reside.
Dont cry and dont despair.
I will always be there.
In memories or Spiritually.
I will always be here.
I smile because I know
that my ending is near.
I hope that my story was white as snow
2 be remembered for years.

"Mad Man"(Unfinished Rap)

Unashamed 2 proclaim im a christian 2 da fullest
These Bullets got me fired just a ridah 2 da fullest
grinding hard 4 respect i put my enemies in check
if u wanna mess wit me ima take it 2 da deck.
Like a speck in da wild my game is so unseen
Im Hustling 4 that chip cant slip on my battle team.
He made me go 2 war little rascist got me torn
My unborn gota get a future neva b forlorn
Its survival of da fittest tryna make it out dis storm.
Beware cuz u are warned little freshman with ur swarm.
Smoked that weed on the corner tried to hide it in ur palm.
Think dat ur da ish But all along u smelled like fish
I knew that things were fishy on that list cuz u were pissed.
Called me nigger neva had me hurt
Like dirt i soaked the rain wit da pain beneath ur skirt
Wit ur ugly smirk.
Stop wit tha games check ur brain cuz ur going crazy.
U thought u had me down on ur ground
Turned around and Gods spirit saved me.
Wasnt like dis b4 but now im a mad men headed 4 war
So choose ur words wisely
Or ima knock em on tha hardless floor..As a mad man

"My Strength, My Salvation"-Poem

I was lost in the valley of thoughts going suicidal.
But you found me in time
Restored my sight which was vital.
I look to the bible because your word is true.
You are my strength and salvation
I have nothing to lose.
The meek shall rise and the strong will lead.
In the valley and shadows of death
You are always with me.
Though my pain was contagious.
The love that you have shown is outrageous.
I give my life and soul to you.
Blessed be those who are persecuted for you.
Although my enemies lurk near
I will have no fear because you will always be there.
My Strength, My Salvation

"I'll B There"-Poem

Pick the phone dial my digits were both one in the spirit

i can see all your bruises being hit wit the scissors.

Tells u that he loves ya now u trapped in the corner

head down arms up while he slams ur camcorder.

Aint nothing new that he brewed been going on 4 years

I told you u should leave himm but u said dat u cared

I can see your tears flow now u panic in fear.

Wipe ur eyes little woman cuz i will always b there.

I'll Ride u in my arms stay calm and give me your palm

Ill put my hand in yours give you some comfort by the psalms.

You can count on me when you need me.

Believe me when i say this

because I will always be there. 

"Its Hard To Bloom From Your Doom"-Poem

I was planted like a seed with crooked petals.
Expected to grow from a habitat of concrete.
Little did they know I was to be a rose
because they all gave up on helping me.
I may not be perfect
because my petals are slanted
But i do my best to perfect it
in this unfertile land where i remain stranded.
My mission is to get respected
because as each person passes by.
Still i remain neglected.
Soon i will wither away.
Like every other good rose that have came and gone.
Nobody cares for a rose that is torn.
They only look for the best to be born.
When A storm comes I remain a rose.
When lack of water comes still I remain a rose.
When my leaves wither and my dew becomes bitter
Still I remain a rose.
But even with this natural fact
It is hard to bloom from your doom that unfolds.

"Just A Dream"-Rap

Will I survive the dark catching sparks aint easy
believe me, I was blinded 4 years shedding tears deeply 
At times I wonda why so many people gota die            
4 a piece of pie, money-making got these people blinded
now they high while they lie to the people
Its so lethal to da planet now we stranded by evil
Masons racing on that order facing
who can u trust. government bust wats the fuss
when we losing aim. plotted there thoughts in dis crooked game.
Its a shame when we dont know we being controlled
Da battle we facing is a battle 4 souls
It will take its toll so where do we go from here
do we look to the bible when they go on a tear.